I despise the fact that I am unable to fall for anyone but you. Nobody makes me happier. I just want you and only you and nobody else because I feel as though I need you. My gut is telling me that someday our paths will cross perfectly and we will be with each other. Maybe for a few weeks, maybe just one day, or maybe for a lifetime. And I feel like the dumbest and most naive piece of shit for even thinking this but I can’t help it. I want you. I want your cuddles and your scrawny body and your pimples and your laugh and the way you cover your face when you’re embarrassed. I want all of it – good and bad – for however long you’re willing to let me have it. Just let me please.